1 post from September 2006

All the time I tell her that I'm never going to put anyone between us. Whether she believes me or not, she seems to want to drive a bus through us. I'm so tired and beat up from this that people I try to talk to about it are shocked. They're seriously shocked I let a girl get to me as much as I let her. I remember talking to my friend Jeff after a break up when we were kids in high school. And he told me that you wake up every day and it hurts a little less until the day that you wake up and it doesn't hurt anymore. For some reason that stuck with me. He probably told me that his grandfather had told him that. I never met him, but Jeff really loved his grandfather and anyone that knows or should I say, knew him would attain to that. I don't understand what it is going to take for me to meet someone and be honestly interested in them.